Sometimes I be like fck that bich, but next I be eating sum ass and buns shawty

I hate women, even despise them. But when it's time to eat some cake shawty I can't resist. All up in those, in those bundas, no regrets, no backups, no breath shawty. How to

recover

i think this was the region for my laid off. please refer me, heehee I'm backend debhloper 3 years of mental illness through startups.