You Open Your Door after a long day at work.
Returned home at 10 Utensils in the basin Greeted by the holy Undergarments drying in my 1 RK on a string from gujrat to Sikkim My personal laptop is sinked in dunes
My personal phone, charging with my laptop, cold as always no messages, no call
So in the side table I have my shoes which I haven't cleaned in months, on top of that my protein bag, damn I want to go to gym now, But I am tired
So on top of my table I am greeted by targets of practicing so and so topics.
So much things running in my mind now All the things need to by done Alone
I can't call a friend to chill, all are married, some even have kids. While I have zero chances of getting anyone,I still hope I seriously laugh at myself for this.😂
It's time I guess To get back to the rat race, that is keeping me alive after all.
Between all of these, do you feel like resigning get those things done Practice build clean or just lounge from daily routine
Even though I fell in one of my parts, that I want something else, still this thing, this job is Fine, I respect it, I really don't have the strength or energy as of now to build something of my own, even though I have ideas.
Gym, work, studying for switch, is all that is left
I do love to take breaks (a day off work), sitting without phone for hours, meditating.
Start a family
Dating -> no matches since 2 years Arrange -> Parents are trying but my community wants a gov job guy with own house, car and agricultural land. So less hopes there.
Thanks for the comment
I would love to have a someone who I can age with, but my analysis say I will be alone.
This shall pass too. Day after day, week after week, month after month and year after year. The question remains in every such situation is NEXT IS WHAT?
It'll get easier with time, hang in there. You'll find a way to reserve some energy for the gym or anything else you like.
One thing at a time bud, one problem at a time
