Hoping to stay employed.
Hoping to not loose all my hair and go fully bald.
Hoping to not get any lifestyle diseases.
Hoping to not completely wreck my back.
Hoping to not give up on life.
Hoping to keep learning and stay updated with development in tech.
Hoping to not live a life filled with shame, regret, anxiety, bankruptcy, worry, self hatred, lifestyle diseases, medical bills, begging for job, begging for respect and hoping for quick, easy and painless death.
That's what I want to see myself when I'm 35 after screwing up my 20s by not upskiling, not learning, not switching jobs quicker than Leonardo Di Caprio switches his girl friends, not taking risks, not working on myself, not eating healthy, not going to therapy, not valuing friendships, relationships & emotions.
I am a perfect example of disaster, failure, wrecked career, useless life and a burden on earth...