What's going on?

Lately, I’ve been feeling overwhelmed — like nothing in life is going right. I’ve been patient for so long, hoping things would improve, but instead, it feels like everything is falling apart.

I’m trying so hard to lose weight — working out, fasting, avoiding all the foods I love — yet I’m still gaining weight. It’s incredibly discouraging. On top of that, I’m dealing with hair loss and multiple health issues, which only adds to my stress.

I’m putting effort into finding a new job — attending interviews, preparing thoroughly — but despite everything, I keep facing rejection. It feels like bad luck is following me around. The skills I used in my last project don’t seem to match what the current market needs, and I constantly feel like I’m falling behind.

Financially, things are tough. My current job doesn’t pay enough, and my husband and I are struggling to build the future we dream of. It hurts to feel stuck, especially when we’re both trying so hard. Even at my workplace, I’m facing issues that drain my motivation and confidence.

I keep asking myself — why does life feel so messed up and fked up? Why does it feel like I’m carrying the weight of everything all at once?