What was the most painful moment in your life?(mentally)

It was pre jio era in early 2015 when i accidentally deleted 200 GB's of Study material. I was sad . I was in depression.
But at the end my friends help me with all the backup they have😤

3 yrs back , I lost my Maa to cancer.
That phase of 1 yr from start till it ended, only God knows how it passed. At one point things became so unbearable, I begged God to end everything.

Stress and depression took a toll on me. I have anxiety issues, nerve issue and gastrointestinal issues.

Post that episode, things never became normal . I seem normal to people, but it always feels like part of me is ripped off emotionally and mentally

First my parents got separated then my elder brother hung himself Lastly my fiance chose to quit just before the engagement. I think some people are meant to be alone. I have accepted my faith though the inside of me feels like empty. Nothing hurts me anymore. Life goes on.