

What was one Obsession that wasn't worth it?
Talking product sense with Ridhi
9 min AI interview5 questions

Her.
She was not my obsession per se but in a way she was.
She left me when I needed her the most. I suffered a cardiac arrest and I needed her beside me, she left me telling me that I faked my cardiac arrest.
This happened 3 years back when I was nothing.
After breakup people mostly men hit the gym to vent or drink themselves to oblivion. I studied. I studied so fuckin hard that people now know me as Mak The Great. They gave me a title named Renaissance Man.
There is nothing on this planet earth that I don't know of or have knowledge about. Physics, chemistry, maths, computers, science. I have PHD in every major subject a human brain can fathom of. And I am 22
I am happy now but.. there is still a small void in my chest that I am unable to fill... A void she left in my heart when she left.

Obsession for perfection
- will code and perfect it till it's optimised too good level
- will put new technology in resume only when I have 100% knowledge about it
- will get into relationship when life will be perfect
- will buy a house when it meets my all expectations that too 100%
- for exam will prepare for all chapters even the one with less importance

Her.
Loved her for 8 yrs. from school days. From 2014 to 2022. Tried my best to keep the relationship. Wanted to grow with her and I had big plans. I was mentally fucked back then.
But jo jaana chahta hai uska kutch nhi kar sakte. I cried a lot on July 6, 2022 when she left. Uske baad sab piche chhodh diya maine. Iβm 25 now and donβt want another love bs in life. Iβm done now.

So young and already given up on love! Do you plan to remain single all life from now?

Yeah. I realised after few months of introspection which includes (This story + Indian Laws + Few more personal things). Iβm not meant for this relationship, love and marriage thing. I stopped thinking about this. And Iβm perfectly fine with this, no issues. That emotion is now gone.
Now, my only purpose is to keep working hard and keep my parents happy cuz Iβm their only son.
You know whats the best part? I never touched her. I never wanted to, until we get married. But all that burnt into ashes.
Deleted every fucking memory from everywhere. That chapter is closed now.