Suicide is better option now

It is not clickbait, you all don't know who I am, also i don't earn through posting here. Living in Endia is worse than committing suicide, there is nothing good in Endia, worst arrogant nasty people, worst climate, bad infrastructure, high population and pollution, no opportunities, people who judge, extreme corruption, scams etc. Also parents don't support you, parents and siblings make life more harder than it already is, my father is making my life hard by sending my cousin to my place, everytime he does that, i like living alone, that is only good part of my life, and that too my father is taking away from me. No one understands you. The climate is so hot and humid always, there is no place to visit nearby on weekends, every place is so populated and polluted. Also i spent so much money on exam forms, college forms, etc, i have wasted 5-6 lakhs easily on forms, like i have GRE exams, TOEFL i gave 2 time, filled APS certificate form, 3-4 foreign college forms, 3 times Gate, Cat, govt exam forms, other college exam forms, etc etc, all money wasted on stupidity, now I am regretting.