Sometimes even a small hole can empty the whole bucket full of water

Lately i have not been experiencing good from the past few months.

I have always held high regards for myself and appreciated myself from what I'm and what i could do.

But from past 7 months i have been feeling the more lonelinier than ever. I have a fear to which is social anxiety that's not quite easy to deal with, plus i crave for love and affection from a partner, never really had one.

Days seem quite monotonous and for most people it would be a joke but man this hits hard at times, i never really had a friends circle even, i at times wish I could go back in time and interact more with people from my college but that's an out of scope thing.

Just wanted to put this off my heart so wrote it, moreover it does in one way or the other affect me, being in Delhi is an add on to what I already feel. I will gonna turn 26 soon and never had a partner, never really had any chance to talk to girls as well, also an overthinker and socially anxious person who is quite sensitive which adds fuel to fire.

Also, whoever got partners treat them with respect and grace, kunki har ghadi badal rahi hai roop zindagi, chaahe jo tumhe poore dil se milta hai woh mushkil se, aisa jo koi kahin hai, bas wohi sabse hasin hai, uss haath ko tum thaam lo ,woh meherbaan kal ho naa ho.