So fed up of Life
So f****** fed up my life. I'm not sure what I'm living for anymore. There's literally nothing that makes me happy. Every time I plan to take a certain step to bring some change, something happens in my family or my career and I need to again shift my focus. I wasted 5 years of my life being in a relationship with someone with zero clarity thinking someday he'll be clear but it never came. My family has always neglected me - dad is always unavailable and mom thinks all my mom problems are insignificant and my older sibling constantly depends on my parents for everything rather than her spouse. My friends also don't feel like my friends anymore. I get they are busy with their own lives but no one reaches out to check on me unless they need my help or need someone to rant I feel alone all the time with no one to talk, guide or share anything with Idk where the f*** my career is going. My job seems to be dead end with no relation to my long term Career aspirations or academic background. I struggled throughout my academic years for nothing. I've lost faith and constantly feel like everything and everyone will be better without me. No one would even realise if I was gone Nothing makes sense to me - the struggle, the hope, the dreams I keep thinking to myself - everything will happen at the right time and one day you'll know why everything has happened, which happened for a reason. But now I feel all these are just lies that I keep feeding to myself just to survive and stay strong I'm emotional and mentally exhausted. I don't want to stay strong anymore. I just want to be happy
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I agree you are exhausted but there are ppl who is literally wanting the life of yours atleast …so be grateful to god atleast you have a job, education, parents, siblings, good health,independence,intelligence …….
Thats all I can say
There are things which are not in your control. So there is no point in worrying about. For improving your career/ life, what i feel is consistency matters more than the time you spend on a single day. So start slow but be consistent and eventually you will get traction.
If you feel life boring, do somethings that exciting. In my case, i was not in any of the sport activity during school days. But now i am running daily so that i can be a runner by the end of the year. Thats is something which is very challenging for me.
From my personal experience, most of the people are doing something that is not related to their academics but thats ok.
Try to be good at something. Eventually you will feel moltivated and confident. Till that point, you have to push yourself.
If time and money permirs, take a break and travel. Things will get better
I wanted to say something positive but that Infosys under your username, all i can say is I understand bro.
Also, the part about feeding yourself lies 🫂
Same here... And I got blamed for their mistakes as well.
Meanwhile the unemployed ones have to go through the same rejections everyday. Still they don't give up and keep pushing themselves. I hope u get purpose in your life it could be anything, I know my words are not helping u but it's all virtual it's in your brain, try to shift the perspective maybe it could help 🙂
I feel like i am writing this myself.. so i know what it feels like.. those frequent bouts of depression, anxiety , losing interest and feeling numb
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Don’t want to give bland advices like others. But I would suggest to take some break. Which doesn’t have to be like quitting your job or going on a vacation, just shut down your emotions and give some break to your brain to process new things. And then, try to first make a switch. You can meet new people, make new friends and who knows you might stumble across the one you truly deserve. Touchwood! Everything falls in place soon. 🤞