Pune made me more suicid**l af! Such a nice guy u was but i hate myself now

Let me rephrase, crying like a kid….Pune has made me feel more suicidal. I used to be such a nice guy, but now I hate myself. & I’m a guy not a gurl

She is a girl crying about a relationship zI guess. Also there is a grammatical error in this post.

What happened?

Why bro?

Bhai can you elaborate, couldn't understand what and why.