My soul is tired

I want to switch jobs so desperately now. I’ve been trying for the past five months, but there’s been no luck. I’ve reached the final rounds with 4–5 companies, including Google, but ended up receiving rejection emails afterward.

I’m not sure what I’m doing wrong. I even asked for feedback from the interviewers—except for one startup, all gave me positive reviews but mentioned they chose someone from a competitor firm. My soul is tired of job hunting. I’m scared to check my emails because what if it’s another rejection?

I see people around me landing jobs within two months, and then there’s me. I’ve switched jobs before, but it was never this difficult—I’m not even getting interviews now, and it’s exhausting.

Please help me!