Mindset Struggles

I am not sure but these days, whenever I see any woman in my office, the first question I always get in my mind is, 'Does she know s**t or was she hired only for the sake of diversity?'

This attitude has taken over my mind so much that I feel I have become a misogynist to some extent.

But thinking deep about it, I realise that my attitude is probably because of the many good opportunities I was denied being a male, whereas subpar female talent was hired.

Anyone else had similar experiences? What do you feel about it?