Mentally unstable

Mates I was working in one organization and was doing WFH at 4 lpa and got tcs ,bangalore offer for 7 lpa I accepted the offer .TCS informed me the date of joining date and I resigned accordingly.Then tcs delayed joining in July 2023 for three months was jobless but in October I got the joining so I joined.

I got project and got released last year November 2024.Since then I have been asked to report office not to rmh but to some training and now from three months no training is provided.

Problems:- Papa is having parkinson at home 1500 km away and I am newly married at december.so my package is not good.

I was not having work and came to hometown to meet parents by applying leave now love of parents is pushing to stay at home leave are fully availed.

No saving are happening in bangalore plus I am under huge debt after my marriage .

Manager forcing to resume work from office or talk to HR but debt and gold loan is not getting lesser .Too sick to answer anyone and getting message To clear debt.

When I was jobless for three months unfortunately done hdfc credit card settlement after that as result I am not getting any other card or loan apart from gold loan.

Where to concentrate work, debt, switch, parental health, work from office and commuting to home this far to parents is disturbing my expenses budget.

Request you all to please help as I am using advance earned leaves and have to return back to office . Also searching job for wife but not able to concentrate as getting worried about all the mentioned things.

I am lost and whole day thinking what to do but not positive result is coming.skills are also not getting upgraded due to this mental sickness.please help