Love failure
Iam a chartered acctnt.Girl I loved madly left me with out caring anything about me. Her reason was cast issue in fam. She belongs to higher cast as per indian cast system. She left me last year sep, becoming worse since then. She used to be my colleague, can't tell this to anyone as we have common frnds. She blocked me, stopped talking with me. I'm introvert person. Once she used to say she likes my introvert, book reading habits . Now she started saying stop staying alone, ur alone that's why you remember me every time. Being alone isn't new for me. I cry almost every day. Day starts with her thoughts. One of my common frnd, suggested her to block me.. She knows about my character. I literally begged her to stay with me. It's feeling so empty every day. I begged her at least be friend with me. I shared so mang personal insecurities with her always stayed honest with her. She is very good girl. I do not have much frnds thought she will be my good frnd atleast . I asked her shamelessly to be my best frnd. Encourage and cheer for me in difficult times. Expected so many thing's from her at least as a frnd. But she listened so much to her frnds and choose to leave me completely in fact she complained I may use our talks photos to blackmail. Only I know how much I cried after hearing this. She knows how much I love her I compared her with my mother. Used to call with Nick name I used to call my maa. More than she left me the feeling that she treated me like scrap is haunting me more. We had so many good moments to gether. It's been more than 6 months she left I'm still feeling depressed. Had so manu suicidal thoughts but came out of those after thinking about family. But this depression haunting me.
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Haha. I felt happy reading this that am not d only one screwed by women. But then, the depression you mentioned alerted me. Long back when some mildly similar shyt happened, I was lucky I got travel by work. Went to London. Things got better. So if you are willing to take some advise friend. She did good by blocking you. Only thing that will heal this is distance and time. And make no mistake, it won't go away soon. Wow. Takes too much time and sadness. BUT it goes away. You will let go of her and stop caring.
Just do this dude. Try to travel. Anyways we get flexible work from home option right? I would say travel to a good place and maybe work from there for a week. Don't keep your mind idle. I mean don't take a full week off that will only be spent by crying...
So maybe travel to a place, work from there, just take 1/2 days off visit some good places. Take photos with those foreigners or ask them to take yours. Attend some useless conferences. Not sure what trends in Finance, but we had a lot of cool tech events happening in London. I used to go attend them and mingle with folks.
Bro. Forget her & fck her like this. You got to save your heart and character for the actual woman who is gonna stay with you for the rest of your life..... Hope my rant helps But year remember distance & time
Sirji, gym go to the gym, you’d find a better one for yourself. Take care bro.
Life is a travel buddy, here everybody will get down when their stop comes, just think her journey was with you untill last year, your journey is still there so enjoy each movement, and think about the future you may get better friend in the future then what you have got!
Damn bro 🫂🫂 Just know that a few years down the line, you'd be looking at yourself and thanking yourself for holding onto yourself