Loosing Interest in relationships

24M, I dated only 1 girl in my entire life.

Took 2yrs to move on. I tried dating apps, every women felt/feels boring now. (Never went out on a dates, just texts)

Seeing the relationships in today's time around is a nightmare for any monogamous folks. People easily move on, they got lot of options. It feels like relationships have no value.

Now I work only on myself and for family. At this point I literally have zero interest in any women.

Its just that there is no spark anymore.

I don't know if I could call it a privilege/disguise not to worry/think about anyone but myself.

And, I am actually bit scared now what if I love being like this forever and how this decision could impact my parents?

Anyone in similar boat?