Its a change

There is no more trust between me and my parents. As we grow up things should be they should let us handle some part of their life. Small works thing. I'm useless like having a show living show piece no matter they happy sad they didn't include me in anything. There is no emotion sharing. Which is causing something in my heart I have no relationship outside (partner one) so i can't share what i feel inside I'm crying. All i left is my fucking friends for emotional support thanks to God they are with me. Else i had no reason to live . By society its my responsibility to take care of them its last thing will do when their is need of me

Its true maybe outside you are boss good guys, or something. But when you lost from family Nothing matters