It feels like everything is going against me

Recently finished my product internship tenure at a seed fintech startup and have been flunking every chance since then. I have been applying daily on portals and getting shortlisted by none. Secured an interview but got disqualified after R1 even though the interview went well. At this point I am just exhausted to the edge. Meanwhile all my friends are securing internships, getting scholarships and I am still stuck with no clear idea of where I might end up this summer. Being from an IIT and a tier 3 city, there's extra pressure mounted upon you from your friends and relatives in your hometown. Even the dreadful thought of spending my vacation at home while all your batchmates are doing internships at firms or startups, experiencing the city life is giving me nightmares atp. I don't know how I will be able to cope up with the miserable fact that I am such a loser and not someone who was deemed as gifted.