Been in the arranged marriage loop for around 3 months now. Family’s been more active than me, but I’ve started taking it semi-seriously lately. Was just watching from the sidelines at first, but now I’m trying to show up. The usual bengali+same caste combo is very much the default setting for them. I might be able to convince them to consider a non-bengali same caste match.. if a meteor hits Earth or something. But yeah, their preference is pretty firmly etched in stone.
I do get some interest, but to be honest, thanks to my parents' filters, it’s not as much as it probably could be. The ones who do show up, though, are usually these hot bengali girls. But with them, there’s this nagging feeling that something’s not quite right. It’s like I’ve walked into the middle of a story, and some of the most important chapters have been torn out. I’m not trying to be judgmental, people have their pasts, that’s fine. But I don’t want to be the seventh chapter that someone finally gets around to after everything else has been written, edited, and polished.
Meanwhile, my parents, God bless them, are always nudging me, genuinely excited about the profiles that pop up. They’re sweet & optimistic, but I suspect they don’t always see the layers I do, and maybe that’s for the best..
I’m not into parties, not into the whole "travel every weekend" scene. I like calm, quiet, real conversations. Basically, if someone’s looking for a partner-in-hiking, that’s not me. I’ve got a good job, stable life, maybe some startup dreams - not flashy, just sorted.
Tried talking to a few non bengali girls from my caste (obviously without my parents knowing), but the problem is, most of them turn out to be vegetarian. And I’m definitely not. I think I could personally get past some of these cultural differences if there’s a real connection, but my family? They’re still pretty much set on the bengali + same caste combo. So even when there’s potential outside that, convincing them to budge on anything feels like a long shot..
It’s tricky when you’re not fully liberal, not ultra-traditional either, just trying to find someone real in a landscape that feels either too curated or too random.
Anyone else stuck in this awkward middle lane?