
Trending @Accenture; I tried Java.. i tried DevOps but in every role I am struggling which resulting my mental health. I am escaping everything.. I
I think tech job. Is not for me. But I am scared...what to do in life. Whenever a new task assign to me I got anxiety.. self doubt myself... I am stuck...

How many years of experience do u have? If it's near 6-7 years u r very close to choosing managerial roles. Just hold on for some time and till then don't join client projects, join the internal project.

Yes 6 years. But if it will be a technical only then it will be a problem because I loose all my interest.

I am sleeping with this thought.. I am waking up with thought... Only on sat I feel good.. but after Sunday noon all thoughts starts to scare me again

Try functional roles like QA, Ba, scrum master, etc nothing wrong with that

I am just scared I tried couple of domains and all drained me.. to show up every day in role it's like I need to do alot of courage.. I knw it's in my head.. bt my mental state has become like this

It's your mental block only and nothing else, take a break small one refresh yourself maybe that might help

For anxiety you should visit a psychiatrist, The doctor can recommend medicine to treat anxiety.
On the learning part, try to do some projects as a hobby in a personal laptop it will help you in learning faster.
Many people post code in git hub, or write blogs in medium, linkedin for boosting confidence.

It's related to work only. Other thn tht I don't feel it anywhere... Like as of now I am still thinking of tomorrow

See boss some are acquired tastes, you don't like it but eventually learn to love it. Your issue is you are digging well at many locations and expecting water. Stick to one place and give your best in learning and not on approvals which we never get. You will come to love your work.