
I'm going crazy day by day
I have become a totally different person compared to who I was 2 years back. Now every small thing irritates me, I get annoyed by my family and live in constant fear for every moment of my waking life. This job is making me psycho and there seems to be no way out. Sorry if this is too much, I just needed someplace to rant my heart out.

Focus on learning to get skills to survive ... this is under your control... forget rest of the things. Be fearful.of what will happen if you do not have the skill.... create an artificial crisis for yourself, u will start learnings out of fear, and eventually be successful to change your job

That is under my control but the company letting me go on short notice is not in my control. Interview calls are hard to come by if they don't release me quick enough.

Fun Fact I cancelled my family's DIWALI vacation although I am allocated for now & know management won't leave me.. It's better to be safe and sorry.
My target is to get the heck out of this company by the end of this year.. So yeah you are not alone.. Let's encourage everyone and anyone to share his or her experience.
I have never been so active in this portal.. All the stories are giving me motivation to leave.. My team calls this app as "Motivation-vine"
Stop Soft Drinks, Smoke.
Do excercise and get your BP checked, it can lead to other problems too and try to maintain stress level low
About JOB rant, Let's connect 🤯

Same thing with me bro

Keep applying and giving interviews, don't get disheartened by interview failures, you just need one offer and then you are back in the game.