I just want to live my actual life

Now it is enough struggle in life, stress, tension, Work Life Balance..where is my life? Where is my enjoyment? Whole life I have compromised to please others. I have earned money, spend money, one day I will go out of this cruel world, who is there to cry for me? So, I just wanna live my own life without any tensions... because life is very short. You never know what next....