I don’t feel happy, and I don’t feel sad either. I feel like I’m disappearing. I don’t understand what is happening to me. What is the purpo

I don’t feel happy, and I don’t feel sad either. I feel like I’m disappearing. I don’t understand what is happening to me. What is the purpose of earning a salary of 1.5 lakh if I don’t feel satisfied? It feels like I am not able to handle the work assigned to me in the office. My life does not seem to be moving forward. I feel stuck. I am unable to focus even 1% on my next goal.