I am tired of my life, want to Run away

I am tired of my life now, I am 30 yo, don't know what to do. I was always confused but currently I am more confused. Whole day on weekend I either sleep or watch X, YT, etc, wasting my day, time and energy. I have been working since past 3.6 years. Earlier I worked in Infosys, there i used to understand the work and sometimes liked it, but salary was very less , so I changed the job. Now I am earning more than 100% of my past salary, but my current company have put me in a project in which i don't have any prior experience and they are not giving me any work also, whole day i sit idle, before this i was on bench for more than 2 months, so I am getting free money,which i don't hate, but I am not sure what will happen in future. Suddenly they might give me work which i don't understand.

I don't want to take any stress now as I am aging. Physically also I feel I am becoming weak, less active. I don't know what I want in my life. My family is also headache for me, my father and sister forces me to come home every month, they book flight ticket on their own, then they torcher me once i come home and they decide when i should go back to Gurgaon, like seriously, like i don't have any control on my life, i hate it very much, they try to control everything.

Delhi NCR is ugly place to live , for 9 months you have extreme heat and humidity, then in rain it is not possible to go out because of waterlogging and now there is issue of air pollution, that means you can't even go out in North India. India is ugly place to be in, no place to visit or travel due to extreme heat, rain and air pollution.

I don't know what to do in my life ,I am wasting my time here, I have 26 lakh savings till now (max), which is not much.

Even EPFO are pain in the ass, they have rejected by PF transfer requests and not listening to my pleas and requests. My PF money is stuck with them.

I hate people of India, ther are corrupt, dishonest and arrogant. Also , India as land is ugly, hot, dirty. Sorry if I am being too honest.

I am thinking I am suffering from Brain fog also, my English communication skills are also not good.

I think as i hit 30 I have a feeling that i should spend my time at better place doing epic things which I like, because in next 15 years I might not have energy to do so because of food adulteration, air pollution, stress

I like cold places, i want to spend my younger time carefree wandering cold clean places, doing crazy things, building crazy things. Basically doing crazy stuffs.