I am stuck with really really bad luck and not able to break it off
I am 33 and work as a surgical oncology resident in a premier cancer hospital in south India Since the day I have joined I have constantly been humiliated, sidelined, looked down upon, ignored. I don’t get operative chances I don’t get appreciated for the amount of energy and time I put in The work I get done is considered as just something which was supposed to be done anyways But if I missed one of the other hundred things he’ll will break upon me Consultants talk trash about me in front of others
If this would have been a usual thing in this hospital for everyone I would have been ok but my peers who are from south India get away even with medical negligence causing harm to the patient Let alone peers even the consultants who have 10+ years of experience make mistakes while operating that have lead to complications as drastic as death of the patient But these people have audacity to trash me just because I didn’t update them about one thing sometime.
Medical education in India is a slave and master equation
I’m really sorry you’re going through this. You don’t deserve to be treated badly. You’re doing your best, and that’s something to be proud of. Please don’t give up, this tough time won’t last forever. One day, the right people will see how good you really are.....
That One day is not coming, and my patience is waning.
Also if you feel your seniors are wrong, you should report it. Learn as much as you can and settle outside India. I've seen doctors leaving India and going to other countries.
