I am so fucked up

I'm 23.

From a tier-3 city.

No family house been living on rent since birth.

No fancy degree btech in cs from tier 3rd college, no

elite network.

Just raw hustle and hunger.

Right now, I'm working as an Associate Product Manager at an Al-led startup.

Before this, I spent 1 year at another early-stage company started as an intern, went full-time.

But I left because I was severely underpaid, despite giving it my all.

I joined this new company thinking it would be different.

Yes, the product is interesting.

Yes, the vision is exciting.

But lately, I've started wondering:

Is this really for me?

Am I even built for corporate?

Because honestly:

I get calls at 7 or 8 in the evening saying "this needs to be done by 12 ΑΜ."

Sometimes I'm asked to work on Saturdays, even Sunday without notice.

There's pressure, but no clarity. Deadlines, but no direction.

I'm told to come to the office 3 times a week, even when it kills my productivity.

I don't feel like I'm growing - just executing and checking boxes.

And worst of all, I don't know if anyone even sees it.

I feel... stuck.

Not because I don't like working.

I love building things. I love solving problems.

But I want meaning, not just motion.

The one thing I've always loved - is teaching.

Since Class 8, I've been explaining things to others.

Helping people understand colleagues. whether it's students or

That's where I feel most alive.

I feel stuck I don't know what to do can anyone please help me my mental health is so fucked up Right now, I have joined few cohorts thinking it will change and help me become a great pm but I don't know is the problem in me as everyone else in enjoying but why not me

I can't change the job as parents are old, I am single child I am fucked up