I am looking for a job since past 6 months

I’m just tired and depressed, honestly. I’ve switched jobs before, but this time it’s just overwhelming and sad. In the past six months, I’ve received only 14 interview calls (4 of which I reached the final round but didn't get the offer). I’ve applied to multiple companies through referrals, but still haven’t heard back, even when my profile was a 90–100% match. I customize my CV for each role and even write tailored cover letters.

This job hunt makes me constantly anxious and sad. I want to be happy. I want to spend more time with my parents. But all my energy is consumed by the stress of finding a job. I’m not sleeping well, I can’t enjoy anything, and my mind keeps racing with thoughts of what more I can do. I have breakdowns almost every day, and there’s this constant fear: What if I never get a good job? My mind goes to very dark places, and pulling myself out of them feels nearly impossible.

I’m not looking for sympathy. I just needed to share how I feel.