I am depressed

Bro don't panic . First of all go to talk to your trustworthy friend or relative, who understands you . Take a break . Take a long walk with him ,discuss things with him/her. Trust me this is temporary . Believe in yourself.

Bro. You can talk to me. Dm me. I will help you enjoy.

Please take counselling without any prejudice, sometimes u exactly know what is wrong n what to do but u would be looking out for a push, to have someone to vent it out & to not judge you.
So my advise is to go for a counselling.

We are all here if u just need a space to open urself but priority shd be to go for a certified counsellor.

Talk to someone Friends, family preferably professional therapist

It’s your fault

You are depressed because you make the terrible decisions