Had 102 Fever since 3 days, got chance to rethink life, I am cooked lol

I am having a bad fever, I don't know how I got it, but I was clean in my eating habits and also took suppliments on time.

This fever was different, after 15 months, I got a fever.

I have realised, I have grown weak, my body isn't much keeping up. I was supposed to complete my Udemy course but no, I am resting in bed.

All these years that passed by, I only remember some times as happy of my childhood eating chocolates or riding bicycles.

I remember the time when my roomate got a fever, his gf came to the flat, stayed by his side, cooked food for him. Damn I was smiling all the time lol, seeing the love between them.

Unfortunately, love never crossed my side, so yeah, I am here alone. I hope my health doesn't go too down so I have to call someone, I really don't want to. Yeah, it's difficult to cook when alone.

Not being selfish, I wish I don't get a fever again.