Feeling so very grateful for the past 3-4days.

Hi Grapeviners,

Sharing my feeling here in this platform as I’m so very happy today.

I was the worst version of myself since my child’s birth. I’m a new mother who was confused about what’s happening in this world, who was born once again and looked like a newborn child, who was very vulnerable, who was not able to concentrate on any task, who was physically mentally weak to be precise I was very much in postpartum depression.

I was thrown all alone in this situation by my whole bunch of relatives, parents , in laws even after I did many things for them. I was betrayed, used, abused, cheated. But then one positive feeling after all this was my husband who stood there for me during the initial stages of my postpartum.

I’m now 10 months pp and feeling much better only now, I didn’t have any support to raise my baby from day-1 till now. After a long search I have got one babysitter as I have joined my office (WFH though).

Now this post is for her (babysitter) who is punctual in her work, discipline, trust worthy and a good entertainer for my baby, a good friend like figure who is helping me in my family, who is like a relative (after many persons who betrayed me she is the one who is showing light to me) I was longing for this help for 10 months now, 😇 Finally arrived.

Don’t know if she will continue with me and my kid for long but I will still feel grateful for her throughout my life because after all she is the only one who helps me cope up with my mental state , office, and family.

I know she works for money I don’t know if she will have humanity and work for less money if I explain my situation. No problem even we work for money nobody works free

ADDING VALUE is the biggest thing which she is doing for her job so paying her more money is not a big deal for me Thanks Akka for the help.

Baby R and I will always support you and be grateful for you 😊