Exhausted finding the one
So I’m 25, soon going to be 26 in a few months and I still feel like I haven’t figured out things. I see people around me being in happy relationships, taking their commitments forward to marriage while I keep experiencing disappointments one after the other. I’ve tried talking to people, meeting people and even dated 1-2 after my long term relationship ended almost 2 years ago but still haven’t been able to find the right one for me. Haven’t found someone who makes me feel understood, appreciated, accepted and secured. I am exhausted of ending up with talking stages that never tend to workout. Am I the only one feeling this way?
At least you are able to start things. I don’t even have the confidence to start a relationship. Self doubts are always there - Am I earning enough? Do I look okay? What if she rejects me?
Self rejection is the worst kind of rejection, take a leap of faith! Although mera khud ka kuch ho nahi raha hai, but that’s what I am trying to do. A girl can only try :)
