Dying out of embarrassment and worried for being fired from job

Being a experienced professional in the industry I have been making mistakes that's putting me into a place of embarrassing situations.. During migration I missed to cross check a microservice during the release along with few configurations which have caused a mess in production. This have happened third to fourth time that I missed even after making list and everything. I'm so worried that I feel I lost credibility among the folks who are aware of this issue to an extent I'm worried what if I'm fired. Although my lead have been handling this smoothly but I don't know why I'm into this situation again and again 😭 it's even more putting me to a spot of anxiousness and feeling numb in my head..