
do you have the list of efforts you have put for 'that thing' you want, or are you just crying about it ?

Sometimes too busy with the life’s responsibilities that forget/don’t get time to work on things which I want to do since a long time. Better late than never, keep going, don’t take life too much seriously.
Aldous Huxley on approaching life with lightness, even in the face of difficulty:
"It's dark because you are trying too hard. Lightly child, lightly. Learn to do everything lightly. Yes, feel lightly even though you're feeling deeply. Just lightly let things happen and lightly cope with them. I was so preposterously serious in those days, such a humorless little prig.
Lightly, lightly – it's the best advice ever given me... So throw away your baggage and go forward. There are quicksands all about you, sucking at your feet, trying to suck you down into fear and self-pity and despair. That’s why you must walk so lightly."

Both

Shamosha Bhayi I used to krayi, but one day that turned to day one.