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My mother woke up at 5.30 Am for the last 25 Years of my life, made food for us and then went to school. No father , still she did her best. If before she dies i can't even buy a car for her and drive her around... I will fail in my life.

Try to propose to a good girl ,and she will reject you..
Then you get motivated automatically😁.

You are the slave of perfectionism, you feel demotivate at the very first step as it was not like you thought. I assure you, it will never be as expected the first step will always demotivate you. I understand this problem very deeply, I used to think the same way, but one day I realised whenever I start sketch I start with rough strokes then slowly give that the view I wanted, and in that moment I realised this is way of living life. Start no matter how bad it will turn out and slowly give it the shape.
Which is actually the life itself the physics of the whole system, we tend to achieve the most stable state the ideal state the one who is god, we keep improving our lives and get into the most stable state death, highest stability lowest energy. But your question is more about why should I do efforts to do the first step, there is no one who can answer this for you. Your why should be imbued with you.

Family

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Financial condition will motivate you. Money is the motivation in life.

If your family is condition is poor then forcefully you have to do something

Hungry stomach, an empty pocket and a broken heart 💔

To give a luxurious life to my mother father and my wife while me leading a lyf like bpl card holder. Bcz ultimately happiness comes from seeing your loved ones enjoying the most that's what motivates me

Nothing tbh at this point my own mere existence feels pointless

You can share a bit about yourself and how it got to this point.