At 35 my life full of immigration, now looking for job and only then matrimony begins

I left India when I was 20. I did my direct PhD from US and worked for few years, and then came to India. During my mid 20's, never married as I wanted to return to India to be closer to parents. I came to India, found job which paid decently well but was in doubt if I can adjust in India on long term. At same time, I was able to get green card and decided to get the backup. Motive was clear, get the citizenship as backup and return to India to be closer to parents. I tried matrimony thing but didn't work as girls either wanted to stay (who were already there) and girls in India wanted to come.

I returned sometime back with the backup, I would change my citizenship in next 3 months or so, so came to India to find a job and begin matrimony asap. But market is terrible. I am still hoping with my skillset (I am non-IT engineer) I should be able to get something in 2 to 3 months, as some calls did start coming in.

But with marriage and stuff. Dunno. I am a family person who feels attached to people, thats the reason I returned. But dunno if I would be married, have kids. My biggest scare is to be emotionally alone.