Adulting
I have never thought my own will hate me my paa maa and my brother.
If you think different then other members of your family it is a sin. I'm 25 going to be 26 coming February.
Saying says parents never left you in the crowd.
I'm not Good in Study but i never disappoint my family studying hard working hard. Never fail. But they never happy of me always want more. In 2021 COVID i done my graduation around August. Till then everything is okay I'm with them not like happy i want love of my fam which i feel still Missing. In September as of COVID didn't have any jobs they started why you free go to hotel if your degree not Worth ( BCA ) Wash utensils bla bla i left home with 3k move to another city to my friend I have good knowledge but all they require for job is training certificate and other to get a job in IT. I have done a calling job for 3 months and get a off campus job in Infosys as 14k (WFH) I'm happy i did tell my parents no reaction i know its too low but don't have money to do course and time to sit and polish my skills move back home and i give 10k at home nd 4k for my expenses around 1.5 years done same then wfo call then they again what is purpose of 14k now i have a job which pay me 25k (again it low pay I'm happy) one day I'm sitting with my mom we have a family gossip going on suddenly they again make me feel useless nd i notice nowdays there is no love. When my own make me feel like this and made me cry what i can expect from other. Seriously Money make respect, money make love. I don't believe in love which is shown when you hurt. Its a pitty only.
Sad to hear your story, I totally understand where you are coming from and what you are going through during your tough time. But I can only say..do not lose your hope. Try to explore more and get a good job where you get paid well. At present the market is down, but still you try. You may check with an education loan for your further studies and upskill yourself to grab a better opportunity out there. Every day is not the same day... Plus minus will be there in life...your new day will come with loads with happiness 😊
You may do some learning/upskilling from Udemy or Coursera also, they have very minimal fees.
Stay strong,bro,just a matter of time ,some work to do on upskilling self and a big switch awaits. Good luck.
You're doing well buddy, ignore the hate and focus on yourself and your well being
Stay strong. You might not be fortunate but this doesn't mean you are worthless. Keep working and support your family whenever in need
Keep the spirit up, you are doing good and will make your parents proud
