25M, earning, building my life — but home has turned into a war zone
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I’m 25. I work in a private job, earn decently, save consistently, and don’t have debt. I’ve been working on myself seriously — gym, diet, discipline. Visible physical progress. People around me notice and appreciate it.
I’m in a serious relationship with a girl I genuinely love. She’s slightly older than me.
Now the problem.
At home, everything I do is seen as ego or rebellion. If I cook my own food → it’s “arrogance.” If I follow a strict diet → it’s “showing off.” If I go to the gym → I’ve “changed.” If I forget a small thing (like not closing a door) → it becomes a full lecture about how I have no discipline and live in “another world.”
The real turning point was one day when my mom screamed at my girlfriend in our house. It wasn’t a disagreement. It was aggressive, loud, humiliating. The kind of screaming where you lose control.
Later she even admitted she thought after that incident my girlfriend would leave me. Almost like that was the intention — to break us up.
On top of that, she keeps accusing my girlfriend of trying to “occupy the house” or take over property.
The irony? My girlfriend and I were planning to live separately after marriage. That’s also a problem to my mom. She says “why will my son stay in a different house.”
So according to her:
• If we stay in her house → my girlfriend is trying to occupy it.
• If we plan to stay separately → I’m abandoning family and ruined.
There’s no winning position.
She also says she can’t speak about me proudly in society anymore because I’m not following her ideals. That I’m like my father (who cheated in the past). That I’ve forgotten her love.
Small issues escalate quickly. Silence builds tension. Then comes screaming.
The person I love has been insulted. I’ve been threatened with police complaints before. My job has been indirectly threatened (“one complaint and your private job is gone”).
At the same time, I’m scared.
Scared of society blaming me.
Scared of future marriage drama.
Scared that if anything goes wrong publicly, everyone will blame the son and bride.
Scared that trying to build my own life makes me the villain. I plan to move out gradually in 1–2 years. Not dramatically. Not impulsively. Just safely.
I don’t hate my family. But I don’t feel emotionally safe either.
Am I ungrateful for wanting autonomy?
Or is this just what growing up looks like in a control-heavy household?
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Help your mom with therapy, she was not treated the way she deserves in the past, also keep records of her threat of complaint and ruining your career, her controlling behaviour might ruin it. After a failed marriage she built her life around you and now ur centre of her universe and she's feeling like you're getting away from her. If u r cooking ur food she thinks u don't like her anymore she is habitual to provide for u. She needs help. Sorry to say but u r just a collateral damage here. U can try to get her help, if she refuses thn u r free to do whatever u want but just keep records. Don't consult with frnds or family only go to a therapist only.
Your best option is to move out now before marriage itself. Build your career, enjoy life.
Meet your parents on occasions, take care of their finances or health. Sorry to say but your mom's behaviour is not normal. Seems pure medical issue. If she can be helped- do it, else no point.
Maintain distance - Good for everyone's peace of mind.
I have personally realised it's almost impossible to change people whether it's parents or spouse or even kids.
You can only do so much but not everything.
Be guilt free - Unnecessary guilt will eat you from within. Give it a shot to repair but if you can't , no point drowning with a sinking ship.
That is what I'm planning
Will rent an apartment in the next 4-5 months and then gradually move out in the pretense of office work
I need that boundary
Thank you for this post! It is almost the same situation in mine. Today also this happened. Living outside means heavy responsibility and sometimes you can't make up time because you have to do everything on your own. For example - today I went to the gym quite late because of work and i couldn't eat dinner on time it was 11.15 pm. I couldn't get time because I was busy working out , working on my office work and then again cooking dinner everything takes time. But when I finally told mom she started screaming and telling me quite badly how I don't live a good life how I don't do things on time. How I don't make use of my time properly, basically a whole Ted talk. This doesn't happen everyday. If I watch cricket instead of working then I am wasting time. I shouldn't love anyone against her choice, society will talk and she won't be happy. Never ever I felt supported by family. I can't even talk 2 sentences with her because she is always in a mood to fight or frustrated. Anything that's not happening according to her is simply waste. Home is the main point of trauma to people like us! And many more incidents I have , so I absolutely can connect with whatever you're saying. So you're not ungrateful at all, some parents are like this. You can't change their mindset. I feel bad for your gf because she was disrespected because I also faced the same situation before. Convey my regards to her :') and Be strong my brother that's what I do too. We also will get peace one day!
If only I could convey how much your comment helped me.
I hope so too. I want to build a good life with her based on peace and not this kind of volatility.
There will be problems, like constant screaming, chaos, and even public image assassination
It will be hard, but I am building my foundation
Some parents think their children are their property, as if they don’t have their own life, choices, or ideology.
I married the girl I love because my parents were strongly against it. Their main concern wasn’t even about compatibility — it was more about ego. They didn’t want me to marry someone they didn’t know well and instead wanted me to marry a girl of their choice.
But honestly, how can someone marry a completely unknown person without knowing her likes, dislikes, or personality? Marriage is a lifetime decision. In my opinion, it’s better to stay unmarried than to marry someone you don’t truly know and then face the consequences later.
According to them, if I didn’t marry the girl they chose, it would only be my loss. They believed their ego would remain intact while I would stay alone forever. But life doesn’t work that way.
My advice to you is simple: if you truly love someone and believe in that relationship, have the courage to stand by it. The world will never be completely happy with your decisions anyway. You are not here to impress society — you are here to live your life.
In my case, my elder sister used to influence my mother against my marriage. No matter how much I tried to convince them, they were not ready. So I took the bold step and married the girl I love, even if it meant making that decision without my family’s support.
I strongly believe that if we don’t have the courage to stand for our love, then what is the meaning of love at all? I am 100% confident in our bond, and that’s why I took this step.
Hope this helps you in making your decision.
Thank you. This will help me a lot
This is so relatable and I just want you to know that ur not ungrateful to want autonomy. Anyone, in this pressurized household called " home" with a mother who calls herself perfect in every way, will want to escape from this hell hole.
Yes she loves you and u live her too but that doesn't mean she gets to control you like a puppet. Cuz that's what's happening here. Im sorry but u can't win , thats how she's made. Just try not to lose urself while dealing with her. She's feeling threatened by u having your ways instead of you following her ever detail.
Try not to engage . They only think abt themselves and the society. Not you.
So just reach that place where you can remove urself from her.
No one's gonna blame you . Even if they did, fuck em. Your peace of mind should be the most important thing to you. No matter who gets hurt in the process.
Thanks for this comment. It is painful, but this is correct.
I am trying to be as respectful and caring as possible but all her insults and chaos doesn't let me open up any more
And it is true, just cuz I'm her son doesn't mean I'll become the puppet. I love her, but I cannot live and breathe fully if I continue in this way.
I'll slowly move out, create a distance. I want to end this cycle of hatred and chaos, and build a life full of healthy communication and volatility. There is no changing her or fixing this, and I can't kill my dreams for this
If it would have been about my girlfriend, I could have thought differently. But she has attacked both my love life and my gym based healthy lifestyle. Even if she says that out of concern, that doesn't mean she has the pass to say whatever she likes
I feel you already have your answer. Your mom needs more than therapy, she needs a psychiatric evaluation because of her mental health issues mostly caused by past trauma. It seems she is opposed to the treatment so in that case only one option is left. You distance yourself completely. If you think you can stay nearby and take care of her then it’s not going to be any easier coz she will still have access to you and she can come over unannounced to cause havoc. You can stay in touch with her but limit her access to your “new” family so that the peace stays at your house.
I plan to stay nearby but not too close, and also keep that location confidential
Sounds like she’s trauma dumping on you. She has had bad experience with her spouse and probably other things, and she is taking it out on you. She also seems to be scared that she might loose you after you and your partner move in. She needs some therapy.
You have to convey to her in the best possible way that you will be by her side, but now that you are an adult and independent you have to make your own choices. Let her now while you do it, you wont leave her side
So this same thing happens everyday for me. I am a daughter in law and I married the eldest son. My father in law passed away few years before my marriage and my husband and I also love married. So my mother in law lives with us along with my husband’s younger brother.
Things like these happen on a daily basis with me. I am insulted, yes but that didn’t happen before my marriage. My mother in law is a control freak and she will try to control everything we do. Things as small as me using my husband’s towel. She has mentioned umpteen times that I destroyed her home, I want to usurp her home , when the reality is that I don’t even want to visit her home. The only difference here is, that you recognise this abuse and my husband just cannot leave his mother alone.
The scenario out there is terrible. I don't hate my mother, but I cannot support her actions eithet
@UnderpaidNugget - I won't take anyone's side, as I don't know your mom's side of story/perspective, so just neutral stance here:
Firstly, how hard is it to sit with your parents and talk to them separately on their expectations/needs/thinking/etc. So, find a time when your mom is alone, ask her gently maa, what's your expectations or vision of my future, aap kya chahte ho, if that doesn't align with you, simply disagree and tell your vision that I want this and plan to marry, move out etc., there will be some debate like why will you move out, we have taken care of you since your childhood, you have to take care of us/you need to give shoulder/ whatever, think, take your time, respond calmly, state your position clearly, also state where you will never compromise like on marriage with your gf + where you can compromise, so you align on somewhere middle.
Next, do the same with your gf/thir family, sit with her, ask her what did you feel, is it okay to go forward like that, where does she see your relationship if you move out of your parents house, etc.
So, end of the day, there is rarely anything which can't be settled with a good discussion buddy, put your ego/shyness/ past aside, and talk to the two most important women in your life.
Just so you know, I have nothing against women, but just a fact that our brains think more logically, while their brain think emotionally/impulsively, so most fights happen because of women over these simple things yet they project it as much complicated
I have tried talking to my mother several times. It didn't used to be such a chaotic and volatile household.
Even in times of peace I talked, told my plans
Her perception is that I have no independent thought and choices, and instead of my mother, I'm now listening to another girl
According to her, all my decisions and choices are influenced by my girlfriend.
After my girlfriend was insulted in my home, I went to their house and talked to them. Honestly speaking, they have no issue with me staying away from my home.
Rather I even plan to stay nearby so that I'll be one call away from my house.
All my communication attempts failed and her perception never changed. It is going worse daily